You might think “God can’t take me back, not after what I’ve done“. And you are half right.
Even if we wanted to go home to God, he has a bigger problem with us than we have with him….our sin. When you do something wrong it sticks. Nothing can remove it from you. It’s something you did. So how can God who is good, love us who do evil?
So we are spiritual beings made to be in relationship with God, to know him and be loved by him yet all that is ruined and we cry out turning to horror scopes and palm reading. Trusting to fate and turning over tarot cards. Touching wood and reaching out to beyond the grave through mediums and Ouija boards.
They are not the real thing. They are not true spirituality. At best they are a distraction. At worst they are destructive. So what’s the real deal?